Lead Me On

Lately, it seems all that I writing about is what I am learning, which, invariably, means it's the crap I really don't want to share. These are the challenges and speed bumps that I a plummeting over and I would SO much rather share how amazingly successful I am at life. Alas, I fail daily. I fail pretty heavily most days and one of the greatest growths I have is that I no longer beat up on my self (at least, not for long).

This weekend I had the opportunity to see that I dove in head first to my new job (yes, I have a new job) and abandoned much of the rest of my life. I began something new, and for some reason I I believed that all of a sudden I should abandon everything else in my life - who I am and what I've become for this thing. I thought I was doing this to make money, but it seems like it's actually teaching me more about balance in my life.

There a new phase of integration happening for me right now because I have to integrate new things into the heart of me that already exists. The goal is not to abandon who I was, but to add this new activity, people and ideas into the life that I already had. I began to live by the "law" of man instead of living by the Spirit.

We read multiple scriptures at church last weekend that reminded me to plan deep roots, keep connected to Spirit, and take it slow. Let go, and let God.

Blessings on the Journey!